heyo! just a random post! =] wanted to show u my creation that i had made today!! =p i should really be sleeping right now cos ive only slept for an hour....zzzz
Went to John Lewis to get some yarn and some needling tools to make this lil cute mushroom!!! Its my first actual try to make a toy thingy! Only no the basics but its quite hard i think lol but easy when you get used to it =]
Sigh made a lil mistake near the end..but this is my practice one! Gonna make mr. A one but red=] cos he likes the colour red, and he also has mushroom hair cut..lol so i call him mushroom head! XD
OOhh! saw this carousel outside John lewis! Thought it was pretty when I photoshopped it a bit =]
omg....its already the 10th of December!! =o Seriously the days have gone by soooooo FAST!! >< But in a good way YAY! its good! =] cos he's coming to the UK soon =] I was gonna go to this party in Birmingham, but i couldnt go anymore cos theres no trains since its boxing day!! =[ was a bit sad cos i wanted to see him..but hes coming up to Scotland =p YAY! Well hes going on a road trip with his friends though...but hes staying over for a few days =3 Party at his! WOOO!!
Anyway, made some Christmas tree cupcakes! i was planning to sell them =[ but i don't think my cupcakes are good enough!!
Ive made some other cookies that kinda look like chocolate!XD but, they are in the fridge atm, so i'll show u pics the next time!! =]
nothing else to blog....just wanted to share these pics to you guys =]
OMG!!! its the first day of Dec!! Omg the days are flying by sooo fast O.o soooo scary!!!
Oh yeh on the update of the two guys...Mr. B.(UK guy) really likes me....=[ n its making me feel so bad cos like i think i wanna reject him. A few days ago we had a talk and i could tell he was a bit nervous talking to me...-____-" Hes tying all his effort to get my interest? hes scared incase hes boring me? but i dont think he is at all, cos i think i just like Mr.A. a lot more and its not his fault...="[ need to tell him when he gets back i think...
Mr. A's coming back to the UK, and i'm actually really excited to see him...X] hes being nice to me today for some reason? hmm... but anyways... sigh i dont no...I don't even no if he likes me tbh? maybe im thinking too much? but he just flirts with me! *SIGH*
ANYWAY! 24 MORE DAYS TILL XMASSSSSS!! AND 25 MORE DAYS TILL I SEE HIM!! XD
was bored today....tried to do Dr.feel good by rania makeup tutorial, by Jen from head to toe blog! didnt work out couldnt see my makeup at all...=/
Just looks like my normal makeup...¬__¬ maybe not enough eyeshadow? sigh...smokey eyes is soo hard to do cos it can make u look like u have panda eyes!!! =[ which most of the time it makes me look like i have...
On the side note: Im not wearing my coloured contacts (for once...)...hence why my eyes looks a lot smaller XD Im soo used to wearing coloured contacts cos it makes a different to ur photos etcetc!..
usually have a fringe...without fringe i think my forehead is massive n u can see wrinkles..U__U" (reason why my arm is like this is cos im holding up my hair to see what it looks like when i pull it back!)
Two guys who like me.....and im confused who i like best. I don't want to hurt either one of them....URGGHH!!!
One is in HK but hes coming back over the xmas holidays and we have been talking to each other for months now everyday....but the other one lives in the UK and he seems to like me a lot...hes very nice to me and treats me well...I do like him but i don't know if i like him as much as the hong kong guy....I dont no im sooo confused...i feel like I'm a player..
Lets call hong kong guy mr. A and UK. guy mr. B. Mr B. actually confessed he likes me a lot for a whole year...and wants to go out with me a few weeks ago.....but i wasn't too sure if i liked him that much to go out with him cos to be honest i liked Mr. A more...But i gave him a chance saying just to see each other first before jumping into a relationship...
Well anyway Mr.B, I know his sister and his family knows me for some reason...and they like me a lot! They thought i was his gf at first but i said NO im just his friend! U__U". We hung out the other day and it was quite nice tbh! ^^ we had a lil giggle! hehe! I know i do like him a lil bit....all my friends like him too and told me to go for him...
anyways...Mr. A, hes working in Hk atm, i had a thing with him when I was in HK, but didnt last long cos i came back to the UK, but we still kept in touch. We do get a long very well!! We chat a lot mostly random stuff...and i feel comfortable talking to him about everything! =] I knew it wouldn't work out since he's in HK...but just there...he just said hes coming back to the UK for xmas, and asked me to go down to see him..=[ i don't know!!!!
I FEEL CONFUSED!!!=[ I feel bad...i feel like im a player.....my heart says to go for Mr. B? but my head says no...
I can't go out with Mr.B if i have feelings for another guy...should i tell him that i like someone else as well? I don't know im confuseeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!..........
Why!?! why oh why!!? When im looking for a guy theres no one...but when im not looking for a guy two comes up at once!!!!!!!! plus! Im bad with rejection...=[
I thought i would post a random post here!! I'll upload some photos of my Halloween pics another time!! ^^ Some good costumes this year!!! =p
Anyway, this wasn't what I wanted to talk about! I just finished watching "The Lovely Bones", which was originally a Novel, so its a novel turned into a movie!! =p
I've read this book a while back, probs a couple of years now! So vaguely remembered what happened in the book.
The story line of the movie/novel is a young teenage girl called Suzie Salmon, who gets murdered by her "friendly" neighbor. Her killer creates a plan to lure her into his trap so he can rape her...and then kill her...
Suzie, was not the first victim her neighbour has killed, he has killed other girls in the past! Which is quite sick!!>_____<"
Suzie at first didn't know she was dead until see looks down and sees her family crying in grief over her death..
So basically in the story, you'll see Suzie looking down at her family from her own personal heaven, how they had turned from a happy loving family into a shattered family after her death... Her family starts to drift apart, her dad tries to find Suzie's killer and how her family cannot let go of the fact that Suzie is dead...They try to build up their lives and move on...
Anyway! Sorry for the rubbish brief of the story line! LOL, my english is soooo CRAP! =/
Heres the trailer for the movie! I quite enjoyed the movie actually! ^^ Very sad....and emotional...
Hello minna-san!! ^^ (means everybody in Japanese :p)
HALLOOWEENNN'S coming up!! =p Are any of you guys dressing up for Halloween? =3
AHH there's soo many parties coming up soon..=[ don't know which one I should really go too..=/ sigh..
Hopefully my outfit is gonna be AWESOME =P!! My friend and I are planning to dress up as dolls, a good and an evil one! =p
Im the good doll and shes the evil one! haha shes gonna have like stitches on her! GONNA be soo good!! Im gonna be holding a teddy bear and shes gonna hold a ripped up one!! =p
I've done a lil try out with my make up and stuff...but tell me what you think of my makeup!! ^^ I didnt have any blood...so kinda used my red lipgloss!XD but just kinda giving you an idea what my costumes like! =p
