~*So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate I'm yours..=]*~

Hello! =] 

Ok...i know i've not really been updating much...but its cos can't be bothered and other things are kinda distracting me atm! XD

hehe yeh...him kinda!  Bob lol.

Well so far...not being doing much but today we went to the casino for dinnner!  Wow...I don't usually go to the casino btw...but WOOW!! SO posh and pretty!!!! So fancy and everything!!!

@ the Glasgow Quay!! =] 

Probs looked like an idiot in front of him taking pics and stuff  

Just a glimpse of him for u! XD haha hes got a bit of korean hair lol.

hehe soo cute =]

He ordered fish cakes. Looks quite yummy!

I got tomato and basil soup yummeh!

Ok I know tomato and basil soup is just basic...but I love soup!! Usually...I would only drink soup for my dinner...so I was soo full after this!

Had steak as well!!

Urgh...I'm one of these people who can't really eat big portions!! So like he kinda had to munch most of this for me..

Im sorry for the crap quality pics lol...i was a bit embarrassed to take pics like an idiot/ tourist person! 

Just chatted for a bit and then he was talking about what he's doing for his birthday...and questioned me if i remembered his bday!!! ... Couldn't really remember!!! Well guessed it right the 2nd time and he kinda got a bit mad at me cos he told me before and I forgot lol XD. He remembered mines though...awww 

After dinner we just walked about in the casino for a bit! Holding hands and stuff   and him singing to himself again lol XD.

Went to the cinemas as well again to go see "Thor". Hmm the movie altogether was....probs 7/10. Not much fight scene wish it could have lasted a bit longer and the story to be a bit longer too!!!

He got me ice-cream and some sweets...hes trying to beast me up!!!

Oyeh...was holding his hand through the movie and haha...U__U" my fingers kinda hurt atm!!!

Hmm...i think hes told people about me!! U__U" kinda embarrassing as well...cos he showed them my pic and they think I'm pretty and that I look very young!! U___U" I'm 22!!!! 

Oyeh I made him some white chocolate strawberries too! =] And some chocolate =] hehe I hope he likes them!!! 

Also got him this lil owl light thing cos its to remind him of me since I sleep very late sometimes lol XD 

Oyeh! About the London guy...sigh...I don't think anything will happen between me and him cos hes in HK. Also people say hes just a big flirt...but I don't know hes just like that I guess...and I'm sure he will be finding some girls in HK anyway since they are soo fit..U__U"

This guy, just me and him have things in common I guess. We both like Korean things and hes just cute! Can't wait to see him next time hehe =] 

Thats all for now! =]  

Bye xxx

~*Happy Happy HAPPY !!! X]*~

HE HE HEEEEEEEEE!!! 

TODAY= GREAT AND SOO HAPPY!  That I can't even stop smiling 

OMG hes sooo nice and such a good boy! SOO SWEET AND EVERYTHING!!!!  SERIOUSLY! He made me feel very... 

OK.! I shall bore you with my lil day outing with mr. BOB! LOL. Well met up with him at 5ish and omg...couldn't be any embarrassing. It was soo damn windy today!!! When i was on my way to met him my dress flew up  and the whole street musta saw my ASS!  

WEll my mum told me to wear some shorts underneath before I left the house lucky i did!! It nearly flew up again when I was with him omg..I was soo embarrassed LOL. He was laughing at me =[.

Went to met a few friends to drop off some cupcakes that I had  made! =p Then went to eat at this place called OKO! It's a japanese restaurant place. The food was ok...I don't know why but i asked for a spicy seafood soba...and LOOL I only ate the prawns =[ and I gave the squid to him XD haha he must think im weird lol. He was like "Why u order seafood if u don't eat the rest...~~" LOL i don't know why actually! Yeh the noodles was soo SPICY!! that my lips looked like sausages or some bad botox done to my lips! <- kinda like that!

Chatted for a bit at the restaurant and then walked to get a starbucks =] Most of the time he was the conversation starter!^^ which was good!  Omg...you know I REALLY WANTED HIM TO HOLD MY HAND =[ like walking with him was a bit nervous and I think we were both shy a bit! XD haha. When I was cold he put his arm around me!!!  Was a bit paranoid when he did that incase he felt my flab and stuff hahah!! We chatted and giggled in Starbucks and was too busy watching some video on his phone that we were late for the cinemas!!!!!!!!!!! XD ahhaha

On the way he finally held my hand hehe!!  i know i sound like a cheese ball but I was soo glad and happy!!!!!! XD 

OH EMMM GEE!! U__U" Since its the first showing for "Pirates of the Caribbean" 3D, today, it was PACKED! ALSO cos its orange Wednesday...Since we were late...trying to find seats was impossible since it was 1) dark, 2) jam packed...3) I have small eyes and im blind...

We got in trouble for blocking some peoples views LOL and I stood on some people's foot...yeh they weren't happy at all  

The movie was quite good!!! =] Though some random guys head was in the way! 

He likes singing a lot and he always burst out singing lol, was singing in the car, singing at the restaurant!!U__U" He's a good singer though  Don't mind him singing to me! tehehe! After the movie he took me home and I went to get his cupcakes for him =] And then chatted for a bit and...te he he *KISSED* 

<--- kinda like this ;) JUST JOKING!!!

AHHH!! I really want to see him again!! I hope to see him really soon though!! Miss him already and I thought the time with him was very short...the time flew by soo quick!!! =[ 

Thats end of my lil day outing hehe.. london guy texted me too...but I didn't text back! 

Anyhow...time for some picture spamming 

Taking the advantage of the natural lighting! 

~fishy fishy~ I get called a fish brain a lot cos I forget stuff all the time!>< 

My oreo cupcakes!!!Its a failure again -___-" the cake failed to raise like how i wanted tooo!!!!! =[

Anyway going to sleep now to ~LALA land ~ hehe yeh i can't stop smiling! just hope its all good! I can smell his scent on my jacket heheh 

nite nite xoxoxo 

~*confused.com?*~

OMG not posted for a week or so now! XD Miss me?  

Well not gonna say much in this post... but anyway...*SIGH* Im in a dilemma here ...Remember that guy I told you that I used to like and saw him in London? Went out yesterday to Karbon...cos he was leaving for Hong Kong on Thursday? So thats why I went out to see him before he goes to HK to work for about 1-2 years? Well gonna see him in Hong Kong anyway when I go in July time...

O.K. I'll tell you the problem...I met this other guy like a few weeks ago as well... very sweet and very cute as well! XD Still kinda getting to know him a bit more but he seems really caring and stuff   So far quite like him...(going on a date tonight!!!!!!!!) 

So yeh, when London guy came back up to Scotland, he was being nice to me...=[ He called me one day to ask if i was at home cos he was gonna give some ice-cream!!  But I wasn't home at the time...was sweet of him!!!

AHHH not getting to the point am I?!! Yesterday, London guy took me to a side cos he wanted to talk to me...and basically he told me he really liked me and everything...U___U" saying that I'm adorable blah blah blah.... but I couldn't do anything cos first of all he's leaving for HK. Gonna be lots of Hot girls there!! TWO. I'm kinda seeing that other guy...not gonna be fair to him and I don't wanna hurt him either! When he told me how he felt, I didn't know how to react! I just acted like nothing really...

I think he expected a kiss or something but I didn't kiss him!! Was saying like "I'M GONNA MARRY U IN TWO YEARS TIME...", blah blah blah............in all honesty...I do kinda like him...but hes leaving in tomorrow to HK. It's not gonna work!! He also said wait for him and stuff...=/ kinda not fair how he's doing this to me when he's leaving soon! =[ 

The other guy, lets call him...BOB! not known him for long but so far, he seems very caring and everything =] Treating me very nice as well! I don't know I felt like I kinda cheating on him with London guy!!   I know it's not really cheating cos I'm not really going out with BOB ...but still feel a bit guilty! *SIGH*

 I like London guy....but I also like BOB...right now this is how i feel...------->  

Oyeh... date tonight with BOB! XP I'm kinda nervous and i don't know what to wearr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Should I wear a dress? or no dress....curl my hair?! Or not curl my hair!!  decisions!!!!!!!=[ Going to the cinemas and going to go see "Pirates of the Caribbean!" 3D!!!!!!  very excited =p but I'm gonna look like a geek with the glasses on!! haha! 

 what I'm kinda worried about is, what if London guy calls me up tonite to met up or something??! When I'm with BOB? Should I tell BOB? and Should I tell London guy that im seeing this BOB?! 

...sigh I feel like Imma playa...=[ 

anyway gonna have a lil bit of a nap before going to cinemas!!>< 

byebye 

xxx