~*my heart is confused...=[*~

AHHH...:'( why is love so complicated....

Two guys who like me.....and im confused who i like best. I don't want to hurt either one of them....URGGHH!!!

One is in HK but hes coming back over the xmas holidays and we have been talking to each other for months now everyday....but the other one lives in the UK and he seems to like me a lot...hes very nice to me and treats me well...I do like him but i don't know if i like him as much as the hong kong guy....I dont no im sooo confused...i feel like I'm a player..

Lets call hong kong guy mr. A and UK. guy mr. B. Mr B. actually confessed he likes me a lot for a whole year...and wants to go out with me a few weeks ago.....but i wasn't too sure if i liked him that much to go out with him cos to be honest i liked Mr. A more...But i gave him a chance saying just to see each other first before jumping into a relationship...

Well anyway Mr.B, I know his sister and his family knows me for some reason...and they like me a lot! They thought i was his gf at first but i said NO im just his friend! U__U". We hung out the other day and it was quite nice tbh! ^^ we had a lil giggle! hehe!  I know i do like him a lil bit....all my friends like him too and told me to go for him...

anyways...Mr. A, hes working in Hk atm, i had a thing with him when I was in HK, but didnt last long cos i came back to the UK, but we still kept in touch. We do get a long very well!! We chat a lot mostly random stuff...and i feel comfortable talking to him about everything! =] I knew it wouldn't work out since he's in HK...but just there...he just said hes coming back to the UK for xmas, and asked me to go down to see him..=[  i don't know!!!! 

I FEEL CONFUSED!!!=[ I feel bad...i feel like im a player.....my heart says to go for Mr. B? but my head says no...

I can't go out with Mr.B if i have feelings for another guy...should i tell him that i like someone else as well? I don't know im confuseeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!..........

Why!?! why oh why!!? When im looking for a guy theres no one...but when im not looking for a guy two comes up at once!!!!!!!! plus! Im bad with rejection...=[ 

~*Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have....*~

HELLOO!!

I thought i would post a random post here!! I'll upload some photos of my Halloween pics another time!! ^^ Some good costumes this year!!! =p

Anyway, this wasn't what I wanted to talk about! I just finished watching "The Lovely Bones", which was originally a Novel, so its a novel turned into a movie!! =p

I've read this book a while back, probs a couple of years now! So vaguely remembered what happened in the book.

The story line of the movie/novel is a young teenage girl called Suzie Salmon, who gets murdered by her "friendly" neighbor. Her killer creates a plan to lure her into his trap so he can rape her...and then kill her...

Suzie, was not the first victim her neighbour has killed, he has killed other girls in the past! Which is quite sick!!>_____<"

Suzie at first didn't know she was dead until see looks down and sees her family crying in grief over her death..

So basically in the story, you'll see Suzie looking down at her family from her own personal heaven, how they had turned from a happy loving family into a shattered family after her death... Her family starts to drift apart, her dad tries to find Suzie's killer and how her family cannot let go of the fact that Suzie is dead...They try to build up their lives and move on...

Anyway! Sorry for the rubbish brief of the story line! LOL, my english is soooo CRAP! =/

Heres the trailer for the movie! I quite enjoyed the movie actually! ^^ Very sad....and emotional...

Should defo watch it! =] or even read the book!! 

thats all for now!!! =p 

xx