~* I want you to love me, LIke im a hot ride*~

Hi! I hope you guys had a lovely Christmas!! ^____^ I think I've probs like gained like 93759846594 stones... feel like im a Fat ass Sumo lol cos i've been munching on TOOOOO much chocolate =/  Grrr...Anyway!! I went out for the LAASTTT CHINESE TUESDAY of 2010!!! =P 

I didn't really have an outfit to wear for the night so I went into town to search for an outfit for yday night! OMG soo many people in town, it makes me VERY cranky when people start walking REALLY, REALLY SLOWWW and when I'm in a rush. It's like "MOVE BITCH GET OUT THE WAY!!!" lol XD I'm sooo nasty U___U" YA! so anyway continue my journey to find this outfit...searched everywhere trying to find an outfit which is on sale n stuff.. hmm the sales are pretty much CRAP like totallly crap!!=/ In the end went and got this corset thing from Lipsy! was only £20! Which was ok la!! =]  Show you the whole outfit laters. Then...realised it my shoes didn't match the whole outfit!! (*^^%^%£" so RUSHED to New Look before it closes trying on some shoes and sweating like a PIG! I think people looked at me weird cos i really looked like a HOBO. LOL In the FINALLLY got my outfit for the day!!! WOOO!! 

Went to my friends flat to get ready, WOOOWW her flat is like SOO big!! O___O but i don't really like big flats, the ceilings where really high up!!! Yeh the flat is nice but not very homely if you know what i mean...=/ Her room...could have been a studio room!!!! We chatted for a bit and then eat blah blah blah, She said I've gotten skinny and trying to make me eat more!!! When I've already eaten a full meal!! My other friend came with this other guy i kinda know lol. We got ready really slowly cos it was stil early! HAHA i felt sorry for the guy cos he was well bored, while all the girls where getting ready!! XD ahahah The guys don't understand, just cos they take like 5mins to get ready and us girls need to get dolled up!! 

Yup, I put crap loads of makeup again! Muahahha!! I don't really care if people think I put tooo much makeup on a night out!! I think its the ony time you're allowed to put that much on!!! I dont wear that much makeup during the day so thats ok!! =p Well more natural makeup anyway. I think its like the only time you can test new looks etcetc. Which is EXCITINGGGGG!! =P I was having lil tantrums cos I think my outfit was really crap =/ soo damn gay! My hair wasn't siting right grr thats why i KInda hate gettin ready at someone's place cos you don't have the things you need!! =[ Probs took us like an hour and bit to get ready cos doing the hair takes the most TIME!! Espeically when you curl the hair!!! =/ OK TIME FOR SOME PHOTO SPAMMING =P 

Outfit I was wearing:

Top: Lipsy

Bodycon skirt:Topshop

Tights:Topshop

Shoes: New Look

Cam whoring WOOO! =P

My bitch for the day haha cos he was helping us taking photos and driving us to the club aww he was such a sweetie!! ^^

Group foto!! <3

 Ok here...I posed quite a lot here I don't know how to pose for the camera cos ALLL my pics I just look the same!! I need a different POSE!!! help me out!! GRR I get stiff for the camera!!

Me and my friend from edinburgh! YUP sweaty hair hor hor

CHEERSSS =]

So yeh we down some shots before we left to the club!! ^^ I got us on the guestlist but omg when we got there!! IT WAS WELL packed! Long Queue and everything even for the guestlist!! DAMN! So we was waiting in the queue for 1hr until the bouncer was saying we weren't gonna get in tonite...=/=\ and I was seriously dying to have a PEE!! waited for an hour for that pee and I didn't even get to PEE!!.=/ So we ended up in a club called Bamboo!! Which I totally prefer it compared to Karbon!! The music was good, the drinks was cheap!! hehe yah know i didnt even pay a single drink last nite!!!  =p WOOO yes my mission chatting up guys to get me drinks worked lol!! Joking! ;) They just brought me drinks randomly!! but it was alrite!! £1.50 per vodka and shots!!! WELL CHEAPP INNIT!! so yeh I think everyone got drunk cos of the cheap drinks lol XD Pretty much giggled the whole night cos people where doing silly things hahah XD really funny!! I think i had like cramps on my cheeks cos laughing that much XD.

OMG i hate it when people keep on grabbing my cheeks!!=/ they say its cute! oyeh! i was kinda mad at the guy i liked, and didn't talk to him due to some reasons..not gonna say lol but he said i was cute when im trying to be mad!¬______¬ sigh...

So many people I've not seen in ages last night which was a good catch up =]. One of my guys friend said that ive gotten really skinnny and that he was worried about me haha...I'm not even skinny!!! X[ I don't know why people keep saying it cos when I actually look in the mirror..I see myself fat...I've not been on any diets at all and I've been eating like a pig...Or maybe it was cos when I broke up with my ex, I went trhough depression mode...hmm i don't know..but I know defo that i've not gone any skinner cos i weighted myself and im still the same!!

End of the night I think i was pretty K.O'D....=/ which was EMABARSSING >_____________< but at least I had fun eh? heheh =] 

Well That is all I kinda have to say cos I will probs bore you guys to death again haha

bye bye mes amigos!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

~*Is Love like a game, no matter how i try, i'll never win? *~

This song is quite good!! =] well just looking at the lyrics.. I am kinda scared of falling in love... tbh I didn't think I really loved my ex at all...When I said those three words to him...I only said it back cos he said it first but really... when I said it.. I don't think I actually really meant it. I don't know how to describe it but when i said it something didnt feel right?But anyway... its cos he already broke my heart like probs three times already before...and when we got back together for the last time...he said i love you to me...I tried not to take it to the heart cos of how many times he has shattered my heart but in the end He made a deeper and larger hole in my heart..Right now my heart is weak...and  cold as ice and I'm scared to fall in love..and get hurt. I want to protect myself from getting hurt again, seriously the pain...I don't think I can handle it anymore!!! I'm just going to be more aware and everything and just not going to trust what guy says all the time.

But yeh that guy heheh =] LOL cos I don't want to be like showing that I'm really intrested in him, I didn't text back the whole day and he kinda got a bit upset XD I'm not going to be like what I was to my ex...and im gonna try and just go with the floww~~~~~ But yeh... I do kinda miss him =[ like quite a lot actually...

The one thing I kinda like about a guy is HEIGHT.. Yep I don't know why I like tall guys but seriously I get attracted to them like magnets lol XD I'm like 5'1'? and hes probs nearly 6ft =] <3 <3 I don't know I think I like tall guys cos they give me a sense of protection? Like they can protect me? And I think most girls like tall guys cos of this.=] 

Tbh! XD He's not really like one of these hotties...but I don't really care! =] cos hes quite sweet!! ^___^ But my friends thinks hes hot for some reason haha! and oh yeh another thing I quite like about him is..he's veryy smart!!  Also I think I liked how he has an ambition!Like getting proper job etctec you might think its stupid but I hear him saying he's going to the library to do his C.V. and how hes gettin up everyday to apply for jobs!! really hard working!!! He's a geek! haha when we was watching a film lol he was being really geeky and telling me about these gadget things that he learned from watching the national geo!! XD yeh thats how geeky he is lol XD Quite attracted to smart guys aka GEEKS so he can teach me new things =]

haha but yeh like I said!! I'm going to be cold as ice to men...and I am quite nasty to him a lil bit XD LOL but he seems ok with it =p Gotta be mean!!! To keep them Keen innit! ;] but yeh just going with the flow with the guy...don't really know what will happen! X] BUT right now i kinda wanna give him a BIG FAT HUG...=[

ANYHOW!!! Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you stuff yourself with lots of PIES! =]

xoxo

~*Baby, I just wanna dance, I don't realy care, I just wanna dance...*~

HI!!OOHH MAYNEEEEEE I got tooo much to say again...=/ I wish theres some technology that just read my mind and types it all in here!!!!! lol XD Cos I always forget what I'm going to say...anyway as you know I went out on Tuesday with some friends=]. Which was an ok night I suppose but I will tell you after my lil splashh of camwhoring!!!! XD You have to take lots of pics!!! Cos it's the only time where you get all dressed up and put crap lots of makeup on ur face hahah XD sooo you "need to capture the moment" ;) My excuse anyways lol!

My makeup!! really heavy XD hahah 

My red dress from BANK - Miso =]  Don't really know what im doign with my foot here...=/

Back of the dress=]  hahah You can see im a bit red cos this photo was taken after we went out lols. (Im wearing tanned tights cos it was too cold to go bare legged..=/)

Yup this was the whole oufit for the day lol. We went out for a girly dinner party at TGI's!! YUMYUM!!! I had this barmint baileys its SOO fattening but it was worth it lol! DEFO NEED TO WORK OUT SOON =/=\ 

YUMMY EH? ;)

Shared a two course meal with my friend- Starters we had the Jack Daniel wings MMMMM <3

main-Jack Daniel Shrimp, it doesnt look much does it?!! and the presentation is a mess¬____¬ But actually me n my friend couldnt even finish it lol XD

Me and my Biatch =]

Group photo =] <3

and again!! ^___^

me n Lou lou <3

Me and Sushiii <3

There was a bit of a drama with one of my friends, which made her really upset and it also kinda affected us cos she was soo unhappy and everything...=[ Didn't really get drunk that night...but omg spent soo much on drinks!!!!!!!!!!>_________________, cos I brought everyone a round or two!? GRRR =[ my money =[ Yeh.. next time im just gonna chat up some guy and make him buy me drinks LOL XD Joking! =] Anyway!!! 

~*Merry Christmasssssssssssss =]*~

xoxo

~*Whos that chick?*~

Omg sorry I just had to blog again to share this song...You might not like it? But I think its quite good!! HAHA llike when I listen to it? I wanna shake my bootyyyyy ;) I hope they  play it in the club tomorroow soooo excitedd XD

~*

Ni Hao again! =] 

OMGGGGGGGG soo many things to post!! Where do I start? Well was suppose to blog yesterday but I got home really late last night! X[.

Yesterday, I went to play basketball with the guys..and my friend Celia. Omg I'm actually so unfit atm, like after one game I was already breathless...but I still run quite fast! =] Which is good! Yes, I run pretty fast with these short legs of mine hor hor hor! XD I've not done any sports in ages which was kinda good I did some yday! But today... I'm walking like a penguin haha XD

Was snowing quite bad yesterday, when we got into town =[ mum called to tell me to go home earlier, but I didn't listen lol and just stayed out til midnight =/anyhow... Met up with my other friends and just shopped about which was really fun cos we kept laughing and all that! We decided to go to Tescos to get some food... We brought this massive lasagna, like 1.6kg...and was actually really looking forward to eat it!! But we got to my friend's flat...and trying to find the bag...we realised we left it in Tescos =[....reallly wanted it...!!!="[ We just chilled and listened to music on T.V. and chatted and gossiped =] lol it was really nice and fun to hang out at friend's flat! 

The worst part was when I got the taxi home...seriously...=/ Ok I hopped into the taxi... It was an Indian guy, he had an accent and everything. Anyway at first, I thought he was just being friendly just like most taxi guys they always start the conversion with you and everything. You know how they ask the general questions?Like the weather, what you do today etcetc...Usually I just lie to them cos end of the day they are strangers. You don't know what they will do! Ok,.. Half way home, he was being really weird, he asked me like if i was married, how old I was...If I just got out from boyfriends place, etcetc...Then it got really akward, He said Did I know any Thai girls in this place where I live, and I said no I don't. He said he really wanted a massage and would pay really well for one...Hmm..... AKWARDDDDDDDDD....=/ cos I think he was kinda hinting to me that he would pay me...to give him a massage...

He was saying how he likes my type of people (meaning chinese people..), we kinda got onto relationships and stuff... he was asking... if i was a virgin.... YES WTF!!!!!! OMG......at that point I really wanted to get out of the car!! X[ I was scared incase he was going to rape me!! THEN , he asked me if I would join him for dinner next week!! I said no sorry... I'm seeing someone...true or not true it doesn't matter!!! HE IS A PEDO AND A WEIRDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was actually shitting my pants...He kept saying "aww I feell soo LONELY in this weather..I want somebody....".. yeh well I don't want YOU MR! =/ Seriously, he must have said it like 38764782 times and if i knew anybody for a massage, I SAID NOO  I DONT 907598637856 TIMES, but I really think he was asking me to give him one! 

Told him to drop me off like near my home so he doesn't know where I stay... I ran home just incase and pretended that I was on the phone...I'm not trying to be racist here, but I think Indian guys are really perverted, although all guys are tbh. I think Indian guys like chinese girls for some reason, cos I remember this Indian guy at my class kept staring at us....(we were all chinese), he came up to us after class n kept talking and asking questions...=/=\ *SHIVERS* I was seriously scared incase I was in trouble, but I woulda poked him in the eyes and then kick him in the balls if he ever tried to do anything to me. >___<

yeh that is kinda end of my day... U___u" *sigh* Well actually, There is another rant I want to say, my ex called me last night when I was sleeping, I called him before though to tell him to give my things to my friend, and some other stuff...not like I still like him or anything! Told him not to call me anymore cos I don't want to talk to him ever again. Anyway, I was half asleep so I picked up the phone...didn't really know who it was, all I heard was him calling me that Bitch's name, and saying why did I not answer his calls or something like that, can't remember what he said cos I was actually konked out. But after the call, I just realised what he called me and had a like raging moment. Shouldn't really care but those two just pissed me right off. How they've hurt me and how much pain they have given me...URGHH!!!!!! I HATE THEM AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM. I just want him out of my life, we aren't going to be friends again, NOTHING, I seriously do not want to hear his voice or EVEN see him at all. That's how much I actually hate him. YES, I am serious...

Sorry rant oveer......Other than that went shoppping again today! =] Got this really nice red dress from BANK ;) quite sexy hor hor hor!!! Going out to PARTEEHHH and I can't WAIT!!!!!!!!!>__________________< That guy may be out X] so heheh XP

~*Oh La La What's my Name? *~

Omg... This song "Whats's my name" is in my head!!!!!! After seeing Rihanna perform this song it just made me fall in love with it!! She was sooo GOOOD!!!!!!! >___<

Here's the video of her perfomance on xfactor! I'm sure u will fall in love with her too!

OMG I think I just turned lesbo lol joke! XD <3 the part where she goes Na na na... <3 I know this song is quite old now but still its HOT HOT HOT!!!

Was chilling at my friends yday and we kept playing this song Lol it does get really catchy haha

Gonna post other things later but had to share this X]

Here's her offical video with Drake! <3

~DO YOU KNOW THE MUFFIN MAN?*~ XD

Heyo!!!!!! =] 

 Hmm theres nothing I kinda wanna blog about today..so lazy atm. =p  Today...Did nothing active being a lazy potatoe! I think Im still recovering from Tues..=/ and round 2 next Tues U___U" sigh...my liver...=/ 

As you noticed I changed my layout!! tell me what you think about it! =] It's soo PINK lol yeh i love PINK! XD

I made some gingerbread girl/men, lil angels and erm  love hearts today, yeh it didn't really taste that nice!!!! I think it needs a bit more syrup and erm I didnt have any bicarbonate of Soda..so I tried to subsitutite it with some baking powder. Don't know if its the same thing or not!!! Hahah I only decortated a few cos.. the icing pens were really crap!! =/ It was sore to draw anymore! I was going to make the icing myself but was too much effort to make it!! Yes I told u I was lazy.

Here are some of the ones I decorated! 

Heheh cute? ?

I tired to do the same ginerbread man from Shrek! XD I missed out his "gumdrops"

Hmm...Yup nothing I wanna talk about...Just wanna chill outs. XD oyeh..I keep having weirdd dreams....but I'll tell you anthoer time! =]

Heres a really nice song!! with Charice don't know the other guy though! Don't know if you heard it on my mixpod thingy!.

~hehe funneh~

~*Beautiful hangover...*~

Hello! ^_^ omg i went out last nite X[ was kinda really drunk..felt really poooey...U___U" musta drank like...9 glasses n shots URGHHH...=[ I think I can still taste the alcohol !! >< Anyway yesterday was quite fun =] I'll tell you all in a bit  ^___^. First I wanted to show you what I was wearing last night!! =p I wanted to post it up before I left the house but I was in a rush to get the bus!

This is what I wore last night!! 

Hahah sorry for the messy room i was in my lil brothers room cos I dont have a full sized mirror in mines... so I invaded his room to take some piccies!=p (*Note.* My shoes werent strapped properlly cos i couldnt be assed to strap it in and take it back out soo thats why it looks werid hehe) 

Outfit: 

• Top- H&M lace top
• bandeau- republic
• Topshop bodycon skirt
• shoes- New look =]

My makeup!! ( always looks so different after I go out and drink.=/) 

Err yeh I look a bit stupid.. i cant really pose lol 

CLOSE UP!! was curling my hair at the time! >___<

Ok now after I've shown what I wore etcetc. I'll tel you what happened yday! Might be a long post possibily boring so you can stop here if you want too =] 

Yesterday it was my friends bday dinner so we went to La Vita! Hmm i would say the food was alrite...I got a cannelloni as a main course and shared chilli king prawn with lousie! Yeh the chilli got stuck at the back of my throat and it was soo HOT >___< it just looked like a chinese cos it had like spring onions n oil.. if you get what im saying lol! OMG the cannelloni was a bad idea to get....cos after drinking soo much I kept burping and i could taste it.. XD DISGUSTING!!! I know XD

After dinner we just headed to a club called Karbon!! Mostly chinese people go out on a Tuesday night. Hmm...I thought it was a bit weird cos im not really that close with the people I went out with. I just kinda feel like an outcast to them? I dont know how to describe it but it just felt that way..although they did try to talk to me and everything!! 

We hit the dance floor after a few drinks...and OMG SOMEONE KEPT TOUCHING MY ASS!! GRRR... I know them as well so makes it even more EWWW!! I tired to see who it was but I dont no what was telling me the truth!! I tried to hide my ass with my bag!! But seriously.. it was disgusting I hate it when people touch my ass!! Just gives me goosebumps!!! I felt very violated and felt like i was being bum raped..=/ my poor asss....=[ LOL

Hmm my friend Alex he got me this really really disgusting drink...tequilla n pineapple OMG. it just tasted like thoese chinese medicine..X[ PUKE! SOOO me and this guy called Anthony! We rock, paper scissored, who ever loses has to drink! HAHAH he kept losing n it was REALLY hard n disgusting to down...YUCK!!

This guy said I looked 15!!! and one said i just look like a 12 year old...but obviously he was exaggerating..=/ the reason I put heavy makeup when I go out is too look much OLDER ¬____¬....or trying to dress up more mature!! I think its kinda gotta do with my voice and how i speak I suppose they said I have a high pitched voice and they started copying me GAY!!!!¬___¬ they said i was cute...and kept patting my head. I don't know why but I kinda hate being called cute...=/

YUP!! pretty much after all those drinks..Ive kinda forgotten what happened most of the times..=/ I was wondering around the club like an idiot!! BUT THEN!! I saw one of my friends and she told me she took a pic with diversity!! O___O i was like where where omg omg!! so I RAN DOWN and was searching for them lol i only remember one of them in the group and it was the TALL guy! Forgot his name but yeh i managed to get a picture with him..but my face.. LOOKS SOOO.U___u" drunk..

Do you see the difference from before going out and going out!! WHY DOES MY FACE LOOK SOO GAY HERE...=[

=[ I wish I took more pics boohooo...=[ cos this is an ugly pic!

ANYWAY! after clubbing we just went to a place called steak n cherries mmm i love that place!! I really wanted the curly fries with garic mayo!! ITS SOO YUM! but i couldn't eat anything cos I felt like i was gonna hurl....U___U...Hmm like one of my friends... sigh.. he kept like putthing his arm around and me...and I felt a bit uncomfortable..=/ cos he kept doing it and like leaning on me and stuff? =/ ANDDDD THE WORSE PART HE HAS GIRLFRIENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!! hate guys like that..=/ I didnt know what to say cos i didnt want to seem really rude! O___O but REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE! but HAHAH he took me home though! That was nice of him =]  Got home about 5ish and just konked out in the bed...

Sorry if this is boring you XD I know most of the things doesnt make sense right now I still feel pissed..=[ 

Bye bye xx

I leave you with a song <3  

~*OMG OMG OMG*~

OMg omg omg!!! XD hai... that guy!! I don't know if he was joking or not but he sent me a text saying he was in the neighbourhood and wanted to come see me!!!X[  but im in my PJ's ( Baggy tshirt, no bra...baggy trousers...) and no makeup! and i dont wanna seee him looking like a SHIT LOL!!If he saw me he would be like WTH ITS SHREKS WIFE FIONA!!! AHH! So i said i was.. in bed LOL XD..and then he replied saying he was telling the truth n said he was going home...oppsies..=/ ..so I guess he was telling me the truth then........? O___O

~*A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous: By Coco Chanel

Hey hey!! ^____^ Today I just stayed in haha and I had the urge to do something funky!!! =] Recently I just love playing with my makeup trying something..."different". You know I've always been a fan of lace...I LOVE LACE!! When you wear it just makes you soo elegant and just makes you so lady-like!!! Although it can be a bit gothy at times..if you wear too much black make up etcetc...But anyway, It's just soo prettttttyy!!! Love love loveee it...!!!

Anyho...I tried doing some lace makeup lol yeh..weird..I tried looking on Youtube, google for some makeup tutorials...BUT THERE WAS NONE!! ¬___¬ well there is some but they werent so good =/ 

Here are some attempts in it haha >____< Im not so good at makeup...soo excuse me =] ( *WARNING POSING PICS..* XD LOL.

How I did my makeup? Well I used:

• a piece of black lace
• Too faced-Naked eye- stiletto
• foundation- Revlon photo ready- 004 nude
• eyeliner-L'oreal carbon black ( love this eyeliner <3) and some korean eyeliner for the waterline
• some korean eyelash

So its quite easy you just use the black lace thing and slap it on ur face where you want to put it. Then you use the stiletto black eyeshadow ( can use any black eyeshadow to b honest)  and swipe it across the lace, well kinda dap it in. Then u use the eyeliner to define the shape more and waaallaa~ done! =] 

But hmm yes i might look abit stupid ehh? XD

EDIT: oppsies looking at the picture...you cant really see my lace pattern..=/ owell XD

~*Bags*~

Hello again, I just wanted to show you some of my bag collections.. hehe =] 

well, my designer ones...cos will be here all day if I showed you all of them X[ * Warning...it might bore you to death...*

My first EVER designer bag was the LV cherry bag, where they collaborated with Takashi Murakami! My mum just randomly brought me the bag...X[ maybe she thought it was cute...TBH when she brought me the bag...I felt really guilty cos I thought i didnt deserve it. She got me the bag AND the purse...as well!! HAI...

Didnt take a pic of it cos...mum kept it somewhere safe!! XD I never really use it cos its too expensive >____<

Hmm this is my lil Gucci bag which is sooo CUTE!! cos its tiny =p I love it ^______^

My Juicy bag not used it yet....  

 

 

My Prada bag <3

JC purse:- not used it yet!! cos I tend to wait until my other purse gets old then I change it...but tbh...I dont like the texture of the purse.. its too...PLasticy...>___< I got it as my bday pressie!

NOWWW! im gonna show u my mums collection, I have more but i cant be assed finding them lol

XD but yeh my mums collection will probs take ages...actually i started to take some but then i gave up cos TOO MANY!!!!! ¬____¬"

 

This is the limited edition bag from LV...omg theres a funny story behind this..My mum was cleaning the spare room and she put all these bags, shoes etc in a big bin bag cos we was getting our house decorated...and my dad thought he was helping her out...he chucked out that bin bag when we was sleeping ( he has to buy the stock for the shop early in the morning..)  cos he thought it was rubbish.  X[ yeh my mum went raging cos she thought he chucked away this bag!! AND other bags too...she didnt talk to him for a few weeks after..and i dont think my dad will do THAT again. =[ he chucked away my FENDI shoes..I NEVER WORN THEM EITHER WEEEEEEEEEEEHHH =[ YOU HAD NO IDEA how pissed off my mum was actually like screaming her head off XD ahahah ok not funny cos he did chuck a few designer bags, and shoes away...=[ literally he chucked £2000 bag away...and yes..it was too late to get it back.. Mum was like to Dad...you owe me a Hermes bag LOL XD

Anyway, sorry for the crap photo, the bag was quite deformed lol, Looks quite funky! When I saw this bag I thought it was a bit too young for my mum lol!

Really like this MiuMiu bag >___< really like it!! I wanna nick it lol, but im sure my mum wouldnt mind me using it if i asked nicely =]

 

Hmm the uploader thingy is being weird and wouldnt let me upload anymore...OOWEELLL thats it for now then hahaXD my mum does..have alot of bags...probs like >20? some of the bags i dont llike cos its too old granny style U___U", and some I just want to nick and use!!!!! XD ahaha

I hope you don't think im bragging >___<...no!! I just wanted to show you the bags!! COS bags are just <3 love loveeee

ja neeeeeeeeeeee =] xxx

~*Numberology!*~

I was searching the meaning of my name and then i came across this!! ^____^ Numerology!! haha i dont know its random but you guys can try it out =] 

The Hidden Meaning of the name Leila using Numerology
Numerology is an ancient science which was developed by Pythagoras. Numerology offers an insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to the letters contained in names. The results provide the hidden meaning of the name Leila. Each letter contained in the name is assigned a number. Every number is associated with specific characteristics. Work out the value of each of the letters in your name using the following table:

1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9
A	B	C	D	E	F	G	H	I
J	K	L	M	N	O	P	Q	R
S	T	U	V	W	X	Y	Z

Example: Cathy

C	A	T	H	Y		B	R	O	W	N	E
3	1	2	8	7		2	9	6	5	5	5

Add together all the numbers of the name Cathy (3+1+2+8+7) = 21 and Browne (2+9+6+5+5+5) = 32
Then add together the values 21+32 = 53  Then add together 5+3 = 8

The numerological value, or Name Number, of the example name is therefore 8. Use this method of numerology to calculate the value of your full name and find the hidden meanings and characteristics of the name Leila together with any middle names and your last name.

Interpretation Meaning and Characteristics using Numerology and the Name Number
Using this form of Numerology check out the meaning and characteristics of your special number:

Number	Meaning & Characteristics
1	Competitive - a leader, independent, strength, creative and original
2	Diplomatic - friendly, tactful, peaceful, gentle and sensitive
3	Optimistic - Easygoing, sociable, spontaneous and humorous
4	Traditionalist - Determined, reliable, conservative, activist and organised
5	Creative - Free spirited, artistic, enquiring, innovative and influential
6	Contributor - Responsible, careful, conventional and reliable
7	Inventive - Imaginative, resourceful, eccentric, quiet and thoughtful
8	Organizer - Leadership skills, planner, strong, high achiever and sound judgment
9	Humanitarian - Compassionate, caring, charitable and civilised

Source: http://www.meaning-of-baby-girl-names.org.uk/first-name-meanings-l/meaning-of-leila.htm

~*Weeewangwang wee wang wangggggggg*~

Hello!! ^_______^ tbh haha not many people actually know about my blog.....I don't know...Im scared incase if people read my blog...they will go and bitch behind my back or something >___< yes i think toooo much!! ...and i say the most weirdest and boring stuff ever...-____-" I guess.. im paranoid of how people will judge me or whatever...Ive posted some stuff about my ex...I guess I feel better when I spill it all out!!! =] I sound about crazy probs...=[

YEh I told you before my english is CRAP!! i hated English soo much! I always tend to repeat myself or go off track with my thoughts lol XD  Hmmm blogging.. I guess its like an online diary to me? Where i just want to let out all my thoughts and feelings? I might actually keep a diary haha =p so i can read back to it when im old, wrinkly and saggy WAHHHEYYY ;) lol or I might lose all my memories or something =[, I know that blog is the same...but i want a hard copy!!! and i want to draw in it and stick lil things in them!! =]

You know Its actually quite fun to blog haha =D and I like to write what I think...HEHE I tend to start writing some posts..but never finish it...U_____u" theres actually a few uncompleted posts !! But dont worry i'll try and finish it and post it ^_____^ should be intresting if you are a girl cos its about FASHION, MAKEUP etcetc...=p 

Its actually quite fun to read some friends blogs cos i guess its like you know the person more?? and get the feel what they are like etc etc. haha

Hmm... i was going to say something but ive forgotten now....Oyeh.. random...but i think i need to be a better person...I feel like im not...I think im quite evil...I want to have a good heart...Everything I do seems like im bad...I want to have a good heart, I want to be a good person...Thinking about my ex.. I just felt I wasnt good to him, I thought i was evil..selfish.. I made a big deal of out everything in the relationship...=[ thinking about what i did to him was sooo *sigh* >___< like what was i thinking??!!! I just felt soo bad...if I could just rewind and change what ive done...but i guess its not to late to change it now!! and learn from it!

" beauty comes from the heart" remember that!! My mum and other people said though to me, sometimes being a good person, you don't get any benefit...people tend to take the advantage of your kindness and abuse it. Hai...Its like vice versa..i guess sometimes its good to be good and its bad to be good...if you get me.. U___U" lol. In my own opinion...I think everyone is nice...like i trust people toooo easy!!! Im too gulliable thats why my family and my close friends worry about me cos i trust people tooo easy!!>____< hai...I think my mum worries the most incase people will hurt me..cos im soo STUPID =[

But you know...since im a dragon...and a virgo!!! I tend to be very stubborn...XD YESSSSS TOTALLY! im soo stubborn!! and short-tempered >____< ekkk....

Anyway... the purpose of this post? I have no idea...I just randomly say what just came to my head...and I wanted to blog lol XD while watching the xfactor finals =] WOOOOO

I don't know what else to say now.. so i'll leave like this ^____^ sorry if you fell asleep ha ha =]

byebye xx