~*Change your thoughts and you change your world. Norman Vincent Peale ..*~

Its true.....

~*I can be ur Juilet and u can be my Romeo... =] *~

Ughhh.... it's killing me soo bad....I really REALLYY REEEEEEEEEEEAAAALLLYYY like this guy.. its actually torturing me cos...basically he's too far...

I'm sure he likes me too...we talk for ages on whatsapp ...i wish we spent more time together!! Sigh why did the time had to be short...but im glad we kissed though *teheheh* 

The more i talk to him and got to know him more...the more I like him...cos hes just tooo adorable...tried not to like him as much but i can't help myself!!!!!!theres other guys who's trying to flirt with me, but NO! i dont want them...I want him...  

He's basically probs one of the nicest guy that i have met...we just get on sooo well....(i hope he feels the same way..=/) 

It sucks cos i wanna hug him...and make him nice food...and everything..=[ suckies that im in a different country...*sigh* shall see how it goes i guess....don't really know what im getting myself into...=[ 

There is a possibility that i will move to HK soon maybe next year...hmm shall see innit 

Oh yeh..=] wanted to show you the cupcakes i made the other week hehe  Quite proud of them...im getting addicted to making them again!!!!

Vanilla cupcakes with some popping candy inside them so it pops in ur mouth! XD 

Lemon cupcakes =] 

Hmm. okies thats for now...=] cyu guys laters ^^ 

  *mwahhh!! * xxxx

~*Turn up the lights in here, baby Extra bright, I want y'all to see this Turn up the lights in here, baby You know what I need Want you to see everything, Want you to see all of the lights....*~

Saw this on my friends Facebook page... its soo inspiring how a simple bottle could light up a whole room!! This water filled bottle has the equivalent of a 50watt light bulb!! =o Really is amazing!! It really is good as its helping them save their electricity bills! =] It's being promoted every where in the Philippines right now =p 

~*I wanted you bad I'm so through with it Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had...thank god i dodged a bullet...*~

Hey...sorry another emotional post here...

A few days ago my friend told me that my ex is going out with the girl who he had a thing with when he was still seeing me...and when i went out with him, she was always there...Long story...but in my eyes...she came in between me and him, although its not entirely her fault.

When my friend told me that them two where going out...not gonna lie..my heart dropped and was kinda hurt. Cos it was HER! I think i would be ok if it was someone else...but the fact it was that BITCH!! I know it sounds nasty of me but I hated her for appearing into the scene. She made me go through all that pain and everything, i really hated her. BUT i would also like to thank her cos really thinking back of my ex, he was a total douchebag...a flirt, a player, a user...and i am REALLY glad i did "dodge a bullet.." So I'm glad I got away =P and met other nicer guys who treated me better than him! ;] 

Hmm... how do i feel now? Well although it hurt a lil when hearing about this...I don't really care anymore! I think i deserve better than him so she can have him. Hope he changed his selfish ways though...

so yeh...he really was the BEST THING I NEVER HAD =]

The lyrics of the song is really describing me atm =]

Heres the lyrics :

What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

~*Never pretend a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. ~ Alan Watts*~

Konnichiwa!!!!!!! Genki? =]

Long time no blog haven't I? XD I kinda gave up on blogging for a while, reasons where just being lazy and too busy to blog! =]

I really need to catch up with my trip to hong kong, Macau and Singapore =p

Will try to do this on another day!>< Got lots to say!!!!!! Lots of photos to upload as well X]

Hmm reason why I'm posting right now...is cos i feel a bit confused..=[ I think i like this guy...but sigh he lives too far away...and probably be impossible to be in a LDR..=[ But I like talking to him, and he's pretty cute as well...>< *sigh* @confused.com......



OYEH, I didn't update you with the previous guy that i mentioned before...hahah! Well, I just told him to just be friends, I wasn't really feeling it...and he agreed as well. But hes being funny cos hes still not really talking to me..=/=\ but i talk to his friends still though! We broke it off before I went to Hong kong, though to be honest i was pretty upset about it! But he wasn't just the guy for me, so had to end it before anyone gets hurt...I did like him in the beginning but it went down hill afterwards...U__U" He was a bit weird...

Back to the other situation, I feel like I'm starting to like him a bit more...but hes in another country atm, and don't know when the next time I will be able to see him....don't even know when hes gonna come back to the UK! Grr...Don't know what I'm getting myself into..=[ I wanna stop talking to him so I wouldn't like him as much?! He has kinda been flirting with me too..but i don't i only talk to him as a friend! >< Don't want my heart to be broken...(<3) <<heart in a shield lol. Ohyeh..... forgot to tell u...hes kinda a friend's brother...well I wouldn't really call her like a close friend, but someone who i talk to sometimes.>< Hope she doesn't know about this otherwise pretty embarrassing!!


Okies thats all =p I shall try to oblog more often...=]

xx