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Hmmm... yep.... been a bit depressed for a few days now... cos my ex isnt talking to me anymore..U___u' its always cos i say the stupidest things ever.. which i never meant it... but I say those things cos i get soo pissed off and want to make him angry and basically...hmm feel down... which isnt a good thing to do =/ hai.. i dont know.. why i ever bother trying to be friends with him all the time.. everytime i do he's just making me upset again and again.. If he liked that girl... i wish he just told me instead of just...doing things behind my back. At least if he told me I would obviously be soo upset....but i dont know sigh..i hate it when i just think about he likes her more...well i think he just likes me cos of sex and he likes her cos of her personality....

I know he liked her because they do similar courses...so i was soo paranoid when i was still with him cos he might have so much to say to her instead of me.. i tried to be more arty..just to have more converstions with him..=[ but i dont no i aint good enough for him. Though my friends keep telling me...that hes just not worth it..he doesnt ever do anything special..like just basic boyfriend stuff. like just comforting me when i was down or upset or anything... hai.... HE WAS A CRAP ASS BOYFRIEND,,... and a CRAP ASS FRIENDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i would feel sorry for the next girlfriend becausehe doesnt care...he doesnt do anything...he thinks about himself only.... he always sleeps...he would rather sleep than taking u to the train station or rather sleep than going anywhere tbh....Urgh... i always get him what he wants..and in the end he always never pays me back always saying he will pay me back when i get something for him...but when the item arrives he doesnt even pay me back!!!¬___¬ SOOO im gonna have to get it back..i realised i was stupid for always getting what he wants. YOU know he is the selfishest person on the earth only thinks about himselfff URGHHH!!! his friends always tells me hes not even a nice guy..and that i can find someone sooo much better... hahah quite funny cos people said he wasnt even that good looking >___< 

anyways..haha been talking to this guy... XD hes sooooo DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!! his lil stupid comments..¬___¬ hai.. heheh he called me a cute hippo! XD random but kinda made me a bit XD tehehe... hes quite nice looking as well =p sooo big built...looks abit like taeyang <3 which is quite good. hehe

but hmmm theres also another guy...X[ who wants to go on a date with me...XD i dont no...hes asked quite a few times....but hmm need to seee... dont no...why does these guys just pop out of nowwhere sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAHHHHH XP

gaaahhhh he's soo cuteeeeeeeeee and soo FUNNY XD hahaha...hai....hmm we shall see heheh

~*life is too short to wake up with regrets..*~

"Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right.

Forget about the ones who don’t.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said life would be easy.

They just promised it would be worth it."

What I like about this quote is...its telling you to make ur life  be worth living for and live to its fullest. Value the people in your life that have treated you right, the people who care and love you and who made you..you..why care about the ones who didnt treat you well?  Not everyone is granted a second chance at something. For one thing sure..you don't get a second chance in life. You should be fortunate if you are given a second chance with anything, and learn to appreciate it more and don't take it for granted..Im sure most of yous have taken things for granted and reret things you've done in the past...

I think this quote is telling you to make changes in your life and stop thinking or regretting past decisions... Well thats my own view of what this means...people have different opinions and everything so yeh...XD.. "If it changes your life, let it."- what I think it means is if you have to change the way you are to make the other person happy.. then change yourself...It may not be easy but in the end.. it is worth it...pretty sums up what it means.

I don't know it reminds me of my ex...how he didn't seem to appreciate the things I've done for him... he wasn't willing to change is actions just to make me happy...He thinks that he doesnt need to change himself for the girl...I dont know he just made me really upset and everything. Like little things I just wanted him to do...when i get mad.. i just wanted him to just cheer me up a little bit then i will be ok...If i see him smile or anything i think i would just forget what i was mad about him about!! Sigh.. like lil things i got mad at him like when he doesnt hold my hand when we are shopping...i get upset cos.. its not like i see him really often...and i love holding his hand cos it just makes me feel all happy =p. ALSO i get upset when he just walks infront of me rather walking beside me.. like doesnt seem like he really cares about me...I know these are lil things but these are just basic relationship things u do! He was the one who wanted a third chance.. not second... THIRD. and he still didnt change his ways...He told me he didnt want to do the boyfriend responsibilities...You may think i just over reacting..but im not he just didnt really make me feel special at all...ive always tired to make him happy and everything, when hes upset, I want to be the person to cheer him up and tell him its ok. when he wanted to tell some of his problems i want to be his listener..but when the tables turn..he never does these things at all....

Ive actually done soo much for him he doesnt even know.. ive sacrificed somethings for him to make him happy... like when we go shopping.. i rather buy him his things rather than my own things i wanted...hai..

what annoys me the most is he always gets mad at me!!!!!!...when hes really upset or anything he never opens up and tells me and it makes me worry soo much!! I dont no how to explain it.. i cant even get to sleep sometimes thinking what is wrong...I may be psycho lol...Its cos i care too much about him...

 anyway im getting tired... thats it for nows!! ciao ciao!! X

~*Who is????*~

I dedicate this song to you... kinda links to what I just posted. The song is soo <3 just the melody...is so smoothing =] NOONE IS PERFECT!! ciao ciao!

*~You are beautitful just the way u are...~*

Ni hao!!

Not blogged in ages!! XD cos im so lazy cba typing sometimes.. Like I think in my head what to write and stuff but then when Im on the laptop...I just cba typing haha XD. IM SOO LAZY  need to stop being so lazy!!!!!!T____T".

Anyway! =] LETS TALK ABOUT SOMETHING INTRESTING: MAKE UP WAHHHEYYY!! hehe. This might not be a post that the guys wanna read.. unless they secretly wanna know some makeup tips ;)  (I know you guys wanna knowwwwww!! LOL)

I've just read one of my friends Blog about Makeup.She was saying makeup is like a way to make urself confident etc. I kinda agree with what she said. I think most girls put on makeup to cover their imperfections. Come on.. everyone is not perfect!!! =P Im sure everyone has some insecurities about themselves... but really i think everyone should love themselves the most...with/out makeup...

In my opinion.. I think Makeup is like art... making your eyes different colours with eyeshadow...just basically everything!! XD This is why i like putting up makeup... its fun to explore makeup. Exciting to apply the eyeshow to get smokey eyes...and how it enhances your eyes...how eyelashes can make your eyes look more attractive and BIGGER!! (u guys jealous? LOL) =P How it can change your face and everything lol... but yes I know can make you look fake. I dont really like HEAVY makeup though.. not the ones that make you look like a drag queen haha XD. 

Although makeup can make someone pretty...I think to be honest...its not the apperance of someone that counts...I think the inside the person that really counts!!!! Its not all about the looks!!! Its all about the personailty!!! FTW! If you have a  good heart.. then I think it makes you even beautiful!<3 <3  My mum told me this.. and Im pretty sure everyone has said it too...

I posted up on my facebook status asking if guys perfer girls with makeup or no makeup...most of the guys said no makeup...but hmmm I think they do kinda like girls with some makeup on..Cos some of the girls may put on makeup but making it look natural. =p

Though.. I wish my skin was a bit better...and I wish my panda eyes would go away =[ =[  but its my own fault for sleeping late all the time lol!T___T I know I need to eat more fruits/ vegetables...and get more sleep for good skin...but hai...IM LAZY! I need to get my act together to be more healthy!! grrr...

I know I'm not really a makeup expert!!! X[ nor am I good in applying makeup or anything.. Still learning...but I know.. makeup is bad for your skin. If you don't wash off your makeup properly it can cause spots, clogging up your pores!!!X[...My mum used to give me into trouble when I was young...she shouted at me for applying makeup to school lol...sigh....Used to put eyeliner on and she called me an Egyptian lady or an cha. ¬___________________________¬

I'll share some tips for healthy skin that I have learnt: but I know its pretty basic stuff...LOL anyway Just telling you what I've learnt. (but i dont listen..or really do it.)

Drink at least 1.5/2 litres of water a day! i really think it does help your skin look better and healthy! It can also wash out bad stuff (detox) the water I like to drink is EVIAN! I know..people think water has no taste but..actually I think it does..

Eat more fruits and veg- five times a day! I find it hard to eat five times a day...and from different colour groups too¬___¬ but you can actually just drink juice or something as it counts as 1/5 a day.

 

 

Cherries- are known to be a good anti-aging fruit!! whyy u ask? =p cos its got collogen! Also its an anti-oxidant! basically it is categorised as a "SUPER FRUIT!!!" =p but its generally really expensive =[

Regular exercise!- "Regular exercise increases the flow of blood and oxygen to the skin cells. When you sweat, your body expels toxins through the skin with ease from the opened pores. Sweating effectively cleans the pores from dirt, dead skin cells and excess sebum." oooo! I really need to start doing more NOW! Not only the benefit of doing exercise improves your skin...I think it just makes you feel better afer a good sweat!!! I love the feeling after a good jog and sweating like a BEAST!!

       

GOOOD SLEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP!!ZZzZZZ- at least 8 hours a day! Your body needs rest and also it can cause long-term effects like diabetes..and aging in the skin =/ (oppsies..) and also... PANDA EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

Ok.. I think thats it for now! XD I think I must have bored you guys to death now.. haha SORRY XD. Orginally...I wanted to post some makeup products that I use..but I think this blog is too long now =/ EKKK!  so I'll leave till the next time..and I think you guys already fell asleep...GOOD!! SLEEP good for the skin lolllll..

OKies ciao for now guys =p

Hello! Welcome to LaLa's World!

Hello, =]

Welcome to my blog, this is actually my second blog...I forgot what my other blog's password and my username lol. Oppsies. XD I decided to make another blog because I want to look back at it again when I'm older and remember my bad and good times I had. What if one day...I fall and hit my head and have amnesia or something? LOL. Hmmm... I do excuse my pooorrrrrr english...haha... I never liked English in school or was I good at it...¬___¬ I absolutely hated it...I pefered Maths than English...and I was better at Maths as well!!=P Chinese genes...ha ha ha...

Since this is my first blog... I wouldn't blog about something...that I want to blur out....it's mostly sad things...but I need time to think what I want to write...it would be a really emotional, and personal blog...so... I'll blog about that next time!! he he...

Hmm.. what I did today? I went to my friends Timmy's to help him bulid his T.V. stand for his new flat! HAHAH yes asking MOI!! a girl ;) to help him build! *flexes muscles...* LOL So I got the bus to town...walked all the way down to his flat...it took me 15mins to get to his! So far.....Anyhow... got to his and just chilled for a bit cos he just got back from work, so he was tired and wanted to relax before using up more energy to build that lil monster! So ya, we started building the T.V. stand at 7....could have took us only approx. 30mins to build it...but LOL...hai....at first the drawer was at the top...but then it looked weird so we had to take it out and screw it back again at the bottom...and then we realised we made a mistake...cos we couldnt pull out the drawer...SOOO we had to unscrew it and screw it back again... I SWEAR..! TIMMY IS LIKE A WOMAN THAT cannot make a decision ¬______¬" but haha...tbh.. he did most of the job XD I only told him what to do XD In the end...total time to build this...nearly 2hours.....¬__________¬

the first drawer in....

him screwing the screws into the cupboard

yes...the second drawer in...then after... we both thought it looked weird so we had to take it out n put it at the bottom....then realised..there was no space to pull the drawer out sigh......

tadaaaaaa..... the final outcome....

Yeh.. I'm going to skip the rest cos its pretty boring and I bet you guys are falling asleep...sorry....XD anyho...we was hungry so we went to tescos to get some food YAY!! I wanted a healthy meal..so we cooked salmon!=] and some vegatables! ;) timmy wanted to make some wings so.. he was in charge of cooking the wings!! HAHAH when we was in tescos I kept asking timmy if he got this n that...and I think he was getting a bit annoyed...WELLL its cos he just moved in so I thought he might not have the things...just doubling checking! XD lol.

YUMMMYY onomnomnomnonmom =]

 

 

 

Pretty...random.. lol with the wings there... i actually ate all this.. i felt fat..¬___¬ 

 Was actually pretty cool hanging out with timmy cos hes my best friend! ^____^ hes like a cool brother lol he gets annoyed abit easily though hahah XD I'm short fused too... I think it runs in the family... XD hai...¬___¬ its no good no good!!! Just had good chit chat with him...hes like my other brain...cos I can ask his opinion what guys are thinking...and he gives pretty good advice...at times...but times I disagree with him though. Meh......... I don't even know what I'm blogging about here tbh... a loaddddddddd off crap!!!!!XD Sorry guys.. I'll make it more interesting next time! ^_____________________^ ciao for now!