~*All I want for xmas....*~

Happy xmas eve!! ^^ LOL (i hope thats the right way to say it..XD ) 

Personally, coming from a Chinese family we don't usually celebrate xmas, its more of a White thing? (I don't mean to sound racist if i did! ><) Chinese people usually celebrate Chinese New Year more and Lunar New year etcetc but not really xmas. 

I do wonder, if people actually forget the meaning of xmas...its not all about the presents! Its all about celebrating it with your family & Friends!! >=[ I think some kids are spoilt now-a-days, demanding presents and all sorts! =/ 

A present...to me i think its a gift coming from the heart! <3 not because the person demands it! Im not gonna spoilt my kids!

Anyway, lol that wasn't why I wanted to blog today! XD AHHHHH!!!! he's back!! X] Im soo excited to see him but also nervous to see him as well! )_(^%^$!! I'm defo gonna be shy seeing him again, i bet you i will hide behind my friend haha. He seems extra sweet today though X3...

On the other hand.....a few days ago i went to get this Reiki therapy thing, it's a form of healing? I don't know really lol, my friend took me there cos i was a bit down the past few weeks...It's like they give you energy and help you relax etcetc. 

The freakiest thing was, after she performed the reiki on me, she told me what was bothering me! Like she told me that I had a big ball of emotions but can't express them, keeping it inside me... Also i find it hard to express my feelings sometimes and speak up for myself when there is a problem...

I'll skip some parts and get to the point haha, WEIRDEST thing she said was, she was telling me that I used to get upset over my ex, like how he knew he had me wrapped round his finger, whenever he dumps me, he knows i'll come running back to him! Well, that was in the past anyways, defo not running back to him and also he has a new girl. The fortune teller thingy, she kinda described the guy that likes me...she was telling me that he really likes me, alot...>< I kinda know he likes me a lot, but i really don't know if i do...I wanna tell him about the HK guy, but I can tell he can get really upset if i do...>< SIGH IM CONFUSED IN A DAZE! =[ I dont no what to do...

She was asking me if i had some trust issues with guys, i was like yeh i do..., she was saying he's very loyal, acts like a bad boy in front of his friends, and he has a mature side but also has a lil kiddie side (which is true..XD) and that he would treat me well!

She even knew that i wanted to plan to go overseas!!O___o which is also true!!! i wanted to move countries when im older and i can't wait!! =] 

bleh thats about it really cba to type more cos im sleepy!! >< 

ciao ciao xx

~*For every question,there is an answer. For every problem, there is a solution. For everything else, there is an explanation...*~

heyo! just a random post! =] wanted to show u my creation that i had made today!! =p i should really be sleeping right now cos ive only slept for an hour....zzzz

Went to John Lewis to get some yarn and some needling tools to make this lil cute mushroom!!! Its my first actual try to make a toy thingy! Only no the basics but its quite hard i think lol but easy when you get used to it =]

Sigh made a lil mistake near the end..but this is my practice one! Gonna make mr. A one but red=]  cos he likes the colour red, and he also has mushroom hair cut..lol so i call him mushroom head! XD

OOhh! saw this carousel outside John lewis! Thought it was pretty when I photoshopped it a bit =]

thats all....need to sleepp zzz
nite nitexx

~*Forget about the future & forget about the past. The only thing that matters is the present & making it last. ♥*~

omg....its already the 10th of December!! =o Seriously the days have gone by soooooo FAST!! >< But in a good way YAY! its good! =] cos he's coming to the UK soon =] I was gonna go to this party in Birmingham, but i couldnt go anymore cos theres no trains since its boxing day!! =[ was a bit sad cos i wanted to see him..but hes coming up to Scotland =p YAY! Well hes going on a road trip with his friends though...but hes staying over for a few days =3 Party at his! WOOO!!

Anyway, made some Christmas tree cupcakes! i was planning to sell them =[ but i don't think my cupcakes are good enough!!

Ive made some other cookies that kinda look like chocolate!XD but, they are in the fridge atm, so i'll show u pics the next time!! =]

nothing else to blog....just wanted to share these pics to you guys =]

bye bye xx

~*on the first day of xmas, my true love gave to me! *~

OMG!!! its the first day of Dec!! Omg the days are flying by sooo fast O.o soooo scary!!!

Oh yeh on the update of the two guys...Mr. B.(UK guy) really likes me....=[ n its making me feel so bad cos like i think i wanna reject him. A few days ago we had a talk and i could tell he was a bit nervous talking to me...-____-" Hes tying all his effort to get my interest? hes scared incase hes boring me? but i dont think he is at all, cos i think i just like Mr.A. a lot more and its not his fault...="[ need to tell him when he gets back i think...

Mr. A's coming back to the UK, and i'm actually really excited to see him...X] hes being nice to me today for some reason? hmm... but anyways... sigh i dont no...I don't even no if he likes me tbh? maybe im thinking too much? but he just flirts with me! *SIGH*

ANYWAY! 24 MORE DAYS TILL XMASSSSSS!! AND 25 MORE DAYS TILL I SEE HIM!! XD

was bored today....tried to do Dr.feel good by rania makeup tutorial, by Jen from head to toe blog!  didnt work out couldnt see my makeup at all...=/

Just looks like my normal makeup...¬__¬ maybe not enough eyeshadow? sigh...smokey eyes is soo hard to do cos it can make u look like u have panda eyes!!! =[ which most of the time it makes me look like i have...

On the side note: Im not wearing my coloured contacts (for once...)...hence why my eyes looks a lot smaller  XD Im soo used to wearing coloured contacts cos it makes a different to ur photos etcetc!..
usually have a fringe...without fringe i think my forehead is massive n u can see wrinkles..U__U" (reason why my arm is like this is cos im holding up my hair to see what it looks like when i pull it back!)

anyway tired..zzzz Niteeeeeeeex