~*Never pretend a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. ~ Alan Watts*~

Konnichiwa!!!!!!! Genki? =]

Long time no blog haven't I? XD I kinda gave up on blogging for a while, reasons where just being lazy and too busy to blog! =]

I really need to catch up with my trip to hong kong, Macau and Singapore =p

Will try to do this on another day!>< Got lots to say!!!!!! Lots of photos to upload as well X]

Hmm reason why I'm posting right now...is cos i feel a bit confused..=[ I think i like this guy...but sigh he lives too far away...and probably be impossible to be in a LDR..=[ But I like talking to him, and he's pretty cute as well...>< *sigh* @confused.com......



OYEH, I didn't update you with the previous guy that i mentioned before...hahah! Well, I just told him to just be friends, I wasn't really feeling it...and he agreed as well. But hes being funny cos hes still not really talking to me..=/=\ but i talk to his friends still though! We broke it off before I went to Hong kong, though to be honest i was pretty upset about it! But he wasn't just the guy for me, so had to end it before anyone gets hurt...I did like him in the beginning but it went down hill afterwards...U__U" He was a bit weird...

Back to the other situation, I feel like I'm starting to like him a bit more...but hes in another country atm, and don't know when the next time I will be able to see him....don't even know when hes gonna come back to the UK! Grr...Don't know what I'm getting myself into..=[ I wanna stop talking to him so I wouldn't like him as much?! He has kinda been flirting with me too..but i don't i only talk to him as a friend! >< Don't want my heart to be broken...(<3) <<heart in a shield lol. Ohyeh..... forgot to tell u...hes kinda a friend's brother...well I wouldn't really call her like a close friend, but someone who i talk to sometimes.>< Hope she doesn't know about this otherwise pretty embarrassing!!


Okies thats all =p I shall try to oblog more often...=]

xx